I’ll never know how many times

You were one thought away

From ending it all

My soul knows

It was a thousand times too many

Each time was a cry to be pulled back from the ledge

Before you could jump

I gladly gave my hand to you

Each time you were on the ledge

I have a thousand scars on my heart

From pulling you back

But I don’t think I would have recovered from the wound

Had you actually jumped